ME!!! nEwLY bORn

2008-11-18T00:22:00.001-08:00

MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!

2008-10-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

i haven been feeling well these days. duno what is happening to me. so my blog shall stop for a period as i am taking a long break now.

2008-10-12T00:33:00.000-07:00

what is fate? is fate something fixed or we can change?
to me, fate is something we can change. i remembered that i read an article in my chinese promo where it says that fate is something changable and it all depends on one's heart, ones character. i agree with it. but what makes most people have the mindset that all the bad stuff which happens to them is caused by a fixed fate and blame the fate they have? why does people think that we cannot change fate? y must we always push the balme to others instead of reflecting on ourselves, on our character? one reason. because we are scared. we are scared to face the fact that we are the ones who created a horrible fate for ourselves. we are scared to admit that the problems we meet are created by ourselves. example when students does not do well, most will blame that the paper is too hard. but what they dont reflect upon is whether have they study hard enough. i am the same. i used to blame that everything is fate's fault. who ask me to be born with such a horrible fate. but when i came upon this passage, i almost cried. i realise that i am really coward after all. i am scared. scared to realise that it is my fault. scared to admit that it is my fault for everything turning this way. most importantly is i am scared of being hurt again and again. i realise i cannot handle the pain i experience wen i admit that fate turn out this way because of my actions. hence i learnt to run away from the problems i meet.
however, running away is not a solution. i learn to run away from most of the mistake i make since young. like wen i have something up in my heart, i run away from the problem. i didnt want to face it. i dont tell anyone about it. i juz keep it in somewhere deepest in my heart and hope one day i will forget about it. i once told someone about keepin prob in my heart. she told me it was bad for health and ask me to learn to let it go. but how? how can i let it go? i was the youngest in my family. sometimes i just feel that i cant turn to my family about the problems because infront of them, my problem would seem to be peanuts to them. i cant. i just cannot bring myself to tell them. tell my friends? they got their own problems too. we are just youngters who choose to run away from problems than to reflect on them. y? because it hurts too much. it hurts to noe that fate isnt fixed when we are born. it can be change which means that all the problems were caused by ourselves. afterall we are just teenagers who haven find the way to accept reality. i am one.
this passage i came upon tell us that we can actually change our fate. make our lifes change dramatically. how? by working hard, accepting the fact that fate is in our hands. it can be change. most importantly, pluck out all our courage to face the problems we meet. fate has a very deep meaning. it all depends on how a person looks at it. i am really glad i came upon this passage which change my mindset alot. i may not be able to promise that i would not cry wen i meet problem on the path of my life but i now can be sure that i will not run away from any problem meet. i will gather all my courage to face the problem. i am sure this will make me a better person. to people out there who haven found their meaning of life and fate, hopefully this is a helping entry to you. hopefully everyone can find it. remember : fate can be change. it all depends on whether u are willing to face it or not. i have already face it and now it is your turn. i feel that i have already found the true meaning of fate, life and due to this, i found true happiness. it is worth it.
get over the pain.
accept fate is in ur hands and not fixed.
fate depends on one's character. this is a sentence which i will forever keep in my heart.
this is my opinion.

PROMOS

2008-09-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

haix having promos now and i feel lyk i duno i single thing... hopefully i can rmb something during exams.... the worst is that econs and bio are on the same day and they are both held in the air conditioned hall... arggghhh.... how am i going to write fast wen i am in a place where it is damn cold??? but the thing to look forward too is the promos is going to end soon and i am going to get back to my freedom days..hehe... i promise i will try to blog everyday after promos..... hohohohoho..... =)
by the way, GP PAPER2 TOTALLY SUCK!!!! i could not even understand the stupid questions!! i cant see the diff between "tomorrow's people" and "the person of tomorrow" -.- but i juz mange to crap something down for that stupid qns... but i like paper 1 for sure... the essay was easy to write... i wrote on the sale of organ should never be legalised... luckily somehow i came over this news article on this topic and i read it.... haha and oh i even discuss this topic with my mom b4... =)
haix have to go and study liaoz... wish everyone taking promos goodluck!!!!

2008-09-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

ONE OF THE GREATEST SONGS IN THE WORLD

2008-08-31T08:59:00.001-07:00

went to the RSAF house opening for the entire day... i could say it was quite cool!!!! the planes, helicopter and fighter jet got me oooohhhing and ahhhing over them.... the parachutist oso!!!!! love how they land... they make it seem so easy even though the ground was slippery and wet due to the rain... me and my dad manage to get to the grandstand early and got a seat... then i fell asleep while waiting for the aerial display which was suppose start 30 mins after i got seated... could not blame me coz i stay till 2 plus in the morning editing songs for my mom....=)
i manage to get up close to the black knight pilots who flew the airplane during national day!!! i even saw the national day F16 (i think) plane... it was magnificant... the red and white totally sombolise Singapore's flag!!!
whew damn tired now!!! will upload the pics some other time... bye...

2008-08-30T04:03:00.000-07:00

hellooo to anyone who is reading... it is pity that i could not make to ytd's meeting ... then could have met up with 4/9 n some teachers again... haix.... but ytd went to Rochor with my mum to shop for her things and i got a new bag from og which cost like $49 dollars.... i thought it was worth it...coz it is really very nice...

PROMOs coming and one bad thing is that i dont feel like studying... haix.... never mind... it is holidays now!!!! i am going to enjoy myself!!!! i muz meet up with my old friends!!!!! hehe...

one regret WAS THAT on mon i could not go airport to see the table tennis ppl!!!!! i have ever seen an olympics medal b4.. i really wanna meet my idols... haix.... but never mind!

gotta go!!! update nxt time!!!

olympics

2008-08-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

SINGAPORE WON TABLE TENNIS!!!!OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!! finally we will get first medal since independence!!! 43 years since independence and 48 years frm the previous medal.... Singapore make it!!! Jiayou for Li Jia Wei, Feng Tian Wei and Wang Yue Gu.. this fews day i have been watching olympics closely and i really love how Michael Phelps swims.... his strokes are very powerful... juz love watching him....

ok olympics aside.... now test test test fills up my whole life and made it dry.... haix how i wish i am alr gratuated frm junior college and alr in uni... haix.... i juz sound like an eighty year old grandmother.... gotta go... will update more over next few days...

2008-08-02T23:17:00.001-07:00

it has been a long long time b4 i update my blog... was a little lazy... haha.... anyway was juz here to talk briefly bout the previous weeks.... on 19/7 at night went to marina square there to watch the planes n fireworks!!! it was very beautiful.... no beautiful is too mild... IT WAS GORGEOUS!!!! i will find one day to upload the pics... or maybe lata i will upload all of it... on the 26/7 was my parent teachers meeting day... i was a little late for the meeting which got my dad a little pissed with me as he was waiting for me at the sch gate.... but luckily mr a told him very nice things about me... whew!!! muz thanx mr a!!! then aft it calmed my dad down after hearing that i was a hardworking student (which actually i am not...). he oso say i did not give any teachers any trouble.... =) thanx mr a!!! oh ya, SUSAN SMILE MORE!!!! u look very nice without ur braces!!!! hahaha..... okok have to stop here... need to work on pw liaoz... haiz....

2008-07-19T23:10:00.001-07:00

2008-07-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

the wind was bowing quite big so they video is a little noisy=) soorrry for my lan filming skills...

2008-07-19T00:30:00.000-07:00

went to the army camp at tekong on wed 16/7... the introduction on the army they gave was a little boring.... but at least they gave us some decent "door gift..." but they most memorable part of the trip was wen we were returning to the main island from tekong by the ferry... most of us gather at the top of the ferry and starting to take pictures.. personal i like the one with my backview facing the camera taken by susan... it seems so full of meaning... really that was the best pic out of all... thanx susan! anyway mr lum oso took a photo of the 08S29 girls... quite nice i think.. although i was alittle block by the front girls... i oso took a video while i was on the ferry which i would upload shortly...

meanwhile, i took my A level chi listening comprehension on thurs 17/7.. i ask my mom to oso listening to the channel 92.4 at home after which i compare ans with her after the exam... and all our ans is the same!!! whew.. i heaved a sigh of relieve... hopefully i can do better in a levels for chi compared to midyears which i scored lously...

i will stop here for today as i am going to watch the ndp rehearsal's fireworks lata... so have to go prepare liaoz.... bye..

2008-07-06T18:07:00.000-07:00

one of my favourite opera hehe...

their actions are so accurate!!!

2008-07-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

today me and shuhui went to shop for ingredients to bake brownies... after which we went to eat at the coffee shop and guess hu we saw?!! desmond koh and michelle!! oh mi!!! we were so lucky but sadly we were too afraid to go take pic with them... they were eating so happily and chatting away... at first i saw desmond but i thought my eyes got prob den i confirm with shuhui who were oso having doubts until we saw michelle den we confirmed we were looking at two artist frm mediacorp... okok not looking but staring with our mouths open....

aniwae we finish eating carrot cake and went to my hse to bake brownie... initially the mixture of the flour looks weird but after stirring, it seems ok... thus we put it in the oven and waited for 50mins... meanwhile shuhui taught me how to change the blogskins and everyting and really shuhui muz thanx u for that... i finally manage to get alittle grip on it...

finally the aroma of the brownie surrounded our nose making us walk to the oven and check out the cake... whoa man it smells nice... we started taking pics of our creation and ate alittle... we use almonds instead walnuts thus it is alittle chewy... so alittle regretted using almonds but for the first attempt, i think we did quite well....

after which we 2 went to play badminton for awhile and developed an urge to play at the playground.. we sat on the seesaw which as quite fun with the wind blowing into our hair reminding of my childhood memories.. den we sat at the swing, this time we stare at the sky we was very relaxing... lyk natural spa without having to spend money... suddenly all ur troubles juz go poof.. gone... a day which would be memorable... thanx shuhui!!!! hehe.... whoa very tired now.. gotta go.... hope to have more of tis kind of days...

2008-07-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

whew finally finished exams... hopefully can pass my piano exam and at least get straight Es for my mid years i will be more than happy enough.... now catching up with the life i miss while spending time studying for mid years... oh man i just forgot that my chi oral for a level is going to come soon... ahhhh!!! wen can i ever escape frm stress???

new!!!

2008-05-23T09:40:00.000-07:00

i used to have a blog when i was in sec2 but i gave it up soon due to the lack of content in my life.... hehe.... however i find myself at the fullest of life now thus i wan to start blogging fresh!!! this is my first entry!! haha!!!! my newborn blog is about to begin it's journey!!!! lets anticipate what will happen in the future!!!

above u see one of my good friend, susan with me after pe( fourth pic)... forgot which day was that... but i wanna thanx susan, coz u are one of my friends who brought light into my life... =) that goes out to 08S29's all econs girls too=) and yeah shuhui and joey!!! u two too!!!! lurve the taitais!!!
ok lets start with 16 may 08... this day i went to third storey of my sch with joanna( my classmate same name as me) to watch the college day rehersal.. initially it was very interesting nut it got boring soon as the teacger in charge kept repeating the whole rehersal from the start when i see no flaws in it... so me and joanna took a pic tgt....

after that is ytd 22nd may where it is the last we are going to have econs lesson with our econs cher ms kat as she would be going to ajc to teach... was so sad but at least we got to play captain's ball with her during our pe lesson.... i would say wish her all the best and stay healthy...here is a pic of our class econs student with ms kat...

haix... life is so unpredictable.... aniway i saw this old man at macdonalds when i was buying food... oh my god... he is so violent and arrogant... of course ppl at the counter attending to u will say "wat u want ?" ... what's wrong with that? if not wan the persin to ask "wat u dun wan" isit? okay maybe the guy attending to u may be a little rude but heello? everyone have times where they are really tired and especially when they are working.... i dun believe the old man had not say something like "wat u wan" in his youthdays... we must all learn to forgive and forgave... move on with life.....the guy may be a little rude but if the old man were to still be polite and not complain bout it, wouldn't it show that the old man has a big heart and i am sure it will somehow make the guy attending him to feel guilty and start to be more polite towards the old man... this is a beeter way to solve problems rather than complain without action being taken isint it?
haix.. i will stop here for todae....wat time is it now? oh gosh!!!! 1 plus... tmr still have to wake up earlier..... end here!!! =)